and so you were wrong.
dead wrong.
wise up, will you?
you just have no right to play.
so that's why guts is irrelevant.

in pride, haru said:
if there were a god,
he must have hated me.
somehow that line stayed
etched in your memory.

defeated, deflated.
what else could there be?
sink no further?
you were proven wrong
just today.

so just let it go.
faith.
it's a big word.
you have no right to have it
either.

and so it must be,
the will of god,
that you are
in this pathetic state
that you are in.

rightful place.
he didnt make a mistake.
he double-checked too,
just to be sure.
that was how serious he was.

you are just the main character
in your own melodrama