Tell you about it some time.

And so, i am back.
After a whirlwind of activities.

After econs s yesterday, i went to bishan to settle some insurance stuff, den went to join s23 for dinner. after that tim drove us to east coast park. by the time we reached there, it was like 10plus already. nic, jill, debbie, hang and i stayed over. we talked and played card games. perhaps the most significant idea of the day was the concept of conscious thought and unconscious thought. it seems as though man's unconscious thought is accurate, while conscious thought, by creeping in, clouds one's judgement and undermines the usefulness of unconscious thought. nevertheless it was certainly an unlikely mix of people who stayed over. who would have thought, a mere year ago, that the five of us would be together at the beach?? where would we be in a year's time?

so i reached home at 8 in the morning, after which i watched the epidsode of Last Christmas, which i taped last night. Aoi finally told Higaki of her feelings towards him. But most memorable and thought provoking, was Higaki's words to Aoi(before Aoi's bombshell declaration). He said that he would let go of Ritsuko(the one he loves all this while). Perhaps he would even consider dating Aoi, after all, there would be no pressure at all, two people who have lost faith in love. Moreover, as he claimed, the outcome would be known, it was impossible between them, hence there was really absolutely no pressure at all. Certainly, he was able to behave more freely around Aoi.

And i was thinking, how true.

But there was another twist. Ritsuko actually likes Higaki. In her exhibition, there was this work of a man's backview, which was undoubtedly Higaki's. Aoi told her: You should look at him straight in the face". That was when Aoi gave up too, i guess. And Ritsuko and Higaki did got together.

Maybe you would tell me how you feel.

And i lounged around online a while, before going back to town(less than 24 hours since i left it the previous night), met matt and ps to look ard for clothes. den went to join cf and ed for sushi. our form left us. and my weariness caught up with me. but i got quite pissed towards the end, due to some unwelcoming news on my hp. nevertheless, i am back home now, and have sorted them out. hopefully, there is nothing wrong anymore. spare me the trouble.

And Orange Range's Hana is absolutely nice.

naze boku ha koko ni irun darou
naze kimi ha koko ni irun darou
naze kimi ni deaetan darou
kimi ni deaeta koto sore ha unmei

why am I here?
why are you here?
why could I find you?
it was fate, that I meet you.

[my favourite verse from the song]

oh yes, and aya ueto's ai no tameni pv is damn nice, and the song is very nice too. aya is so stylish! "tada ai no tameni!" (it's just for the sake of love). aya always seems to be with a live band in her PVs.

anyway i bought densha otaku! shall start watching tonight!

why do i like Aya Ueto? actually i don't really know. she isn't a fantastic singer; her songs are nice but not exactly top 10 material for me( top 10 would be songs like Missing You, Goodbye, Tentai Kansoku, Hana etc). I only watched one of her drama-Ace o Nerae. while i liked her acting in that drama, you cant say i am a fan of her acting, cos i nv see enough to judge. She just has this style about her.

they say you smile a lot.
i don't even realise that.
so why do i like you?
i will think about it, and
Tell you about it some time.

but i do know
i prefer to let you talk
when i am with you.
Somehow.