Teruyoki: maybe she will become someone i see once every two, three weeks. maybe even a month. she doesn't even seem to care. Kanna, she's always telling me this, even though i want that. like telling me to spend more time with my friends. when she's the one i want to spend time with. not that i don't spend time with my friends. it's different.

Teruyoki: let go? how do you do that when you play your mp3 and the songs just remind you of everything? and when you flip open a book, and inside is a card from her?

Teruyoki: she seems perfectly fine with it. maybe that's why even the drink tastes bitter.

Teruyoki: it's not that i didn't try...i did! but i got so scared, i just wanted to run away. like pulling out from a 50-50 challenge.