why am i me, and you, you? but am i really me, and you, you? what if i am you, and you, me?

i think philosophy is the way out of this mess that is our world. you all, all those problems, all the shit we go through, all the things that bother us. because philosophy seeks to bring us above these.

except that even if we free ourselves from these "mortal" problems, we are given "immortal" problems to deal with.

yes, i think even if we free ourselves, philosophy, our means of escape, will actually bring us into another trap.
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i had the weirdest of dreams yesterday. someone asked me why am i so bored. and she said: it's because i am not with you right?

it's almost as if she is mocking me.

because i still haven't found her.
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why do people like to gaze at the stars? is it because we are trying to find the way back to ourselves, our origin? after all, we came from the stars, didnt we? the big bang of yesteryear.
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i wonder how we will be like in 5 years' time.
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between the truth and a lie, i chose silence.