laundry

now i finally understand why lee jung jae said in il mare that doing laundry can be therapeutic.

maybe it applies to other forms of household chores as well.

is it because they are a break from our usual work routine? or is it because it embodies the lazy afternoon feeling? somehow, when i think of hanging laundry, i think of lazy sunday afternoons.

maybe that's how we recharge. just laxing around.

maybe our generation really forgot the basics.

and the laundry really helped ease things abit.

the frustration and disappointment are mounting. maybe i need a break as well. but i am too afraid to call for it, because it is the last anchor. i am really not prepared to drift. and of course i fear that the break will mean the end.

it means too much to me. that's why it has become a love-hate relationship.

maybe it is time to lower expectations.