Dear God,
I have lost the faith. I stopped believing.
Why is it that we like to go all out for things we don't have, yet fail to cherish, neglect the things which we already have? Are we just dumb, or plain greedy?
Unconditional is a word that has ceased to exist. Sorry, i don't believe in it anymore. Don't say i am calculating. We aren't a charity here, please. If you tell me you don't think about what others can do for you, i think you are either a very good liar or a shameless hypocrite.
Why is it that we do so much and have nothing to show for, but some people don't do a single thing and have everything? Maybe we should all sit and wait.
Maybe the key lies here: It means more to us than them. We need it more than them. I think it is the greatest tragedy. What a shame. We lose only because it means more to us? Where is the logic? But that is how it is.
I want to say that the only people who should matter to us are those who will stop their worlds for us. But doubts crept in when i considered my own situation. Apparently i will be the only one who believes in that.
So why don't we just stop believing. Live for ourselves. Don't care about others. After all, they don't care, do they? Why do we need to stop our worlds for them? If they stop theirs for us, good for us, they are fools.
So, don't make any effort. But what if it means alot to us? Then you have to learn to let go of everything. So that things won't matter at all to you. That is the way. Only you yourself matter.
How are you going to save me?
I have lost the faith. I stopped believing.
Why is it that we like to go all out for things we don't have, yet fail to cherish, neglect the things which we already have? Are we just dumb, or plain greedy?
Unconditional is a word that has ceased to exist. Sorry, i don't believe in it anymore. Don't say i am calculating. We aren't a charity here, please. If you tell me you don't think about what others can do for you, i think you are either a very good liar or a shameless hypocrite.
Why is it that we do so much and have nothing to show for, but some people don't do a single thing and have everything? Maybe we should all sit and wait.
Maybe the key lies here: It means more to us than them. We need it more than them. I think it is the greatest tragedy. What a shame. We lose only because it means more to us? Where is the logic? But that is how it is.
I want to say that the only people who should matter to us are those who will stop their worlds for us. But doubts crept in when i considered my own situation. Apparently i will be the only one who believes in that.
So why don't we just stop believing. Live for ourselves. Don't care about others. After all, they don't care, do they? Why do we need to stop our worlds for them? If they stop theirs for us, good for us, they are fools.
So, don't make any effort. But what if it means alot to us? Then you have to learn to let go of everything. So that things won't matter at all to you. That is the way. Only you yourself matter.
How are you going to save me?
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