people are finding it hard to leave.

for me, that's usually no problem. maybe that's because i have travelled abit. i don't think i will miss singapore easily. it was perfectly all right for me in perth, in japan, in germany.

i think i can cope with not seeing friends and family for a while. a month alone in germany, and before that a week or something in perth on some cat high trip. all ok.

but now i am very sian abt it.

because there's so many restrictions in place. some universal, but as it turns out, applies only to uk flights, and might have been lifted themselves anyway. these would have been very frustrating. just an example of what i mean by security being a big, big paradox.

some are put in place by the organisation itself. and these are very very very very frustrating. cos they seem so dumb. and as usual they come with all the threats.

just fill you with inhibition.

never once have i travelled with this kind of inhibition. so stupid right?

the worst thing is the sleeping arrangement over there. everyone squeezed together. oh my god.

i am claustrophobic. ok, not the extreme kind, not the certified kind. but i can't stand being in confined areas. i can't stand not having space.

space, space, space!