always and never

i think as we grow older, our lives become more uncertain.

where in the past 10 means 10, 8 means 8, nowadays, we have to brace ourselves that 10 can easily become 8 or even 6.

which just about proves my point that there is no 100% in this world.
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and some people in life are not worth fighting for. the more you put in, the more they expect. the moment you step off the pedal, they whine and accuse you of not doing enough.

but behind the scene, you are doing alot for them already, just that they either are blind, don't have the chance to see, or choose to conveniently ignore the fact.

i have decided a while ago that this kind of people...are worth nothing at all.

i have nothing to prove to them, they need to know.

they should also realise that i don't really have to do anything for them.
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if we always have had something, we won't really use it, because we are scared of losing it.

if we never have had something, the moment we have it, we will use it like there's no tomorrow, because we are scared that it will disappear right in front of our eyes, and we will never have the chance to use it again.

such is the irony of life.