june and july

i wish for august to come quickly. june and july are terribly unbearable.

i am waiting for news. and the hardest kind of news to wait for is the kind that is good when it is absent, but bad when it is present. because you have nothing to hold on to. jsut because you don't hear it this minute doesnt mean you won't the next. and the moment you hear it, it is over. so you musn't hear anything. it is kind of abstract. but the main idea is: no news is good news. you are hoping to get news that does not exist.

actually the best way to explain things is by giving examples.

it is very hard for me to get through days wondering if:
1) henry, fabregas, wenger will still be at arsenal
2) villa, silva will still be at valencia
3) huntelaar will still be at ajax

i don't mind sneijder going valencia. i will hope he succeed there, if he goes. and if not valencia, then who? spurs? please.

and if sneijder go, it presents the best chance to blood anita vurnon and jeffery sarpong.

sneijder turns 23 today, btw.