famous last words

it would seem like i have disappeared.

but i can't seem to be able to write anymore.

the words just fehlen mir. the words fail me.
*fail not = fehlen

that partly explains why there isn't anything new here for a while.

anyway, i am going off again to Holland. Dennis Bergkamp's Holland.

one thing i realised is that a very good playmaker complements any striker.

i should start playing as a striker. but being at the centre of things, making the team tick, playing the supporting role- it runs in the blood and is sort of addictive.

even though it makes you wonder what it could have been sometimes.

anyway i am not talking about football.

oh well, i still remember what i have promised to others and to myself.

hopefully i can find that touch again there.