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i realise that even right now, i am not really looking into furnishing my room.

in the past few years, i have always been moving around, not staying in a place for long. whereas others might have made a personal touch to that temporary place they were living in, i had shunned doing that. mainly because of the place we were staying in. my mentality at that time was: this is where i suffer, and i wanted to draw a line between the outside world and that world. a very very clear line.

in my 6 months in koeln, it was because i knew i was going to leave the place.

so now i am in a place where things are abit more permanent. in fact, i ahve told myself that i will stay here for at least a year.

a year seems like a long time to me, when you consider the context above.

but when i think about it, it is also rather short.

so i don't really know what to do about my room. i do think i will be looking to get a foldable chair to put at the balcony.

seems like i am a nomad, a wanderer.

i do feel tired of always moving around though.

i guess at some point in time, we will want to settle down.

everybody needs somebody.

ayaka's Okaeri
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfxdMXoy5WU