this weekend will be a very big weekend.

to play again, resumption of the eredivisie, bundesliga, valencia at sociedad, arsenal against manchester united.

i stared into the eyes of despair.

can i imagine myself in hell with all these happening? and after those 4 days?

i am just so glad someone up there smiled upon me and granted me my plea.

do i look like i care? it's up to them, to live or to die. i am just a messenger who doesn't want to be involved. the only thing i am concerned about is whether or not i am going to make a super pass this week, whether or not we are going to win this week.

i don't want to enter their world, nor yours.