fool

alicia keys once said that she had learnt to let people be what they want to be and to help them on that, rather than try to make them to be who she wants them to be, who she thinks they can be.

it is something i ought to learn.

maybe it has been pre-arranged that some people will suffer for the rest.

i am not trying to romanticise it. i am not trying to paint them as heroes and villify the rest. i am just stating a suspicion.

i can only ask: why must this be so. there is nothing else i can do.

but i always believe that if people were to do more for each other, then i think this world can be beautiful. if i were to lose this belief...i don't really know what to say. i should feel very sad then.

sometimes i ought to cut myself some slack. but i always think: if you don't put in any emotion, then why do you even want to do it in the first place?

maybe there is a way to protect yourself. but can you really do it? do you really want to do it?

maybe you have been with the wrong people all this while. maybe you haven't found the right people.

stay strong. even if the whole world has abandoned you, you know you will fight on to the end.