leo to suzanne

Leo:
i want to say goodbye to you.
you who have been a big part of my life.
you whose photos i dare not look at, lest i turn back yet again.
you who vex me time and again.
you whom i think about every now and then.
you whom i dream about every now and then.
you whose name i cry out subconsciously in my heart.
you who seem to get jealous in me easily.
you whom i want to ask "how have you been?"
you who seem to have forgotten me.
you whom i no longer understand.
you who's left me behind.
you who were everything to me.
you whom i may just have never known.