they cheated us again

you and your own fantasies.

whatever guilt, sympathy i felt last thursday- all banished forever.

cheated again and again.

now i know what the dutch must have felt in 1974, when the germans scored. they exclaimed in horror then: they cheated us again. now i truly understand how they must have felt.

today and wednesday. two times.

you have lost me even before it begins.

really brought crashing back to earth after yesterday's games.