while i witnessed two moments of brilliance this morning and had a good time in the evening, my day could be said to have been marred by the breakdown of the com, which i must admit, i can't live without.

the first moment was the fifth goal of paraguay. i dunno who curled that killer pass, but it was a hell of a pass, right through 3 defenders to that striker lurking to their right. the second was that riquelme freekick, when he delightfully chipped it into the box. it just shows that when he is on form, he is one of the best playmaker there is.

i got the com settled, all within one day. i know i am impatient by nature. and i know it feels accelerated, but i have no other choice.

because seriously, i only live for 3 days a week most of the time. friday, saturday, sunday. for the rest of the days, unless i am somehow out of hell, i feel like a corpse. a walking dead. that is how i would describe my existence, if even the word 'existence' can be used to describe that state.

so i can't afford to waste time. i can't spend those days as a corpse wondering if things would be all right. i just cannot.