random update

what can i say about life here?


it's different from an east asian kind of lifestyle.

for one, things are slower here, and not as accessible.

sometimes i wonder if i am too impatient. after all, i have only been here for 12 days.

in many ways, it's like coming on as a substitute. you want to come in and make an immediate impact. but it is actually very hard, and the manager understands that as well. so sometimes i guess we should be easier on ourselves.

sometimes all we need is a chance. a chance for us to speak our mind, to show that we aren't that different after all.

not everyone will give you that chance.

one of the biggest enablers is time. time with a capital T. a lot of things cannot happen until a certain bit of time has elapsed. and sometimes when things don't happen, it's probably a sign from god.

we can only wait patiently. once things start moving, then move quickly and decisively. liek a ruthless counter attack.

eveyrhting's very random here. thoughts fr 13 days of wandering in koeln, aachen and duesseldorf.

i seriously need a proper net connection soon to get things back in order.

it's time to start writing again.

i miss football.