was on the train home just now. saw a girl. think i saw her at marina square before, on new years eve. maybe thats fate. but the girl she was wif on new years eve is prettier lar.

it was everything to me, 3, maybe 4 years ago.

i thought it was the kind of life for me.

i have been there, done that.

and i realised how wrong i was.

of course i appreciate what it has taught me.

but that's it.

i am looking for something more now.

not this.

so i don't see what the fuss is about.

why everyone's like so excited.

amazing.

i guess i am one step ahead.