maybe once in a while, you might appear in my dream. maybe it really is god's reminder to me, of your existence. but it seems like the pain is diminishing. waking up everyday isnt as painful as it was. so, it was just a reminder, nothing more than that.

so, it must be.

in fact, i was reminded of you only today, when jas asked.

looking back, theres a tinge of guilt. after all, you had been such a big part of my life.

but i really dunno how to go on.

a doctor-patient relationship ends when the patient is healed, no?